The Words One Should Say

(Joshua Schultz)

Dad I will forever remeber the words that no one should say

because I said them to you, and you died the next day

the words 'I hate you' will forever be a reminder of the day you died

and I wish I could tell you that those words were a lie

I didn't mean them it was my fault that you died

im so sorry dad I wish I couldve said I love you and goodbye

but I will never be able to, and those words no one should say have been burned into my thoughts

those words are a constant reminder of your death as my mind rots

I don't deserve the life I have been given, so please take it away

I want to say im sorry, and if that means I have to die, thats ok

I will never be fine until I see you again

but I will have to go on in this life pretending that im ok

but I want to say I love you but your so far away

I know that your gone dad but I need you tonight

because until i get to say I love you I will not be alright

you're probably busy playing baseball in heaven

or at least dreaming it from inside of your coffin

I want to leave something different with you forever

but those words no one should say I will always remember

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